February 14, 2002 - 3:01 pm

god, i hate today. did you know this? lol well, at least i had a couple people wish me a happy valentines, god bless friends..... other than that, i'm not looking forward to going to work tonight, at all. but, i'm looking forward to going out after. going up to visit meg and bring her real food, lol. that is the extent of my valentines day, yup, that's it. she made my day. thank god for having her as a friend right now, thank you god...

but, it still fucking blows that i don't have an actual fucking valentine!! and i have somewhat of a prospect, but i don't think that will go very far, if anywhere at all..... i'm very pessimistic about my love life until the other person makes the first move. and until then, i dunno what to think...oh fucking well. i can hope can't i? i just got the new enrique iglesias cd the other day and i have a song on here that i'm really liking right now.... and for any of those who know me, they might know why i like it, or have an idea of why....

here's some of the lyrics:

maybe i just wanna touch you

feel you warm inside again

maybe i just wanna hurt you

the sweetest pleasure is pain

i don't know why

why

but i love to see you cry

i don't know why

why

it just makes me feel alive

and another song i am really liking, well, 2 actually, by Usher.... and of course i can't post their lyrics, the sit won't let me see them, oh well. but, if you wanna know, ask and i'll play them for you when i see you next.

and in the words of rob who i must say i greatly admire...

toodles

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