February 13, 2002 - 10:27 pm

i HATE valentines day! i fucking hate it! i have had one good valentines in my life, and he fucking ruined it when he dumped it. that night was so special to me.... it meant so much. that was also the night i gave up my virginity and he fucked it all up for me 5 months later. and since then, i've hated valentines. and i have to bartend tomorrow night and we have all kinds of couples coming in for dinner, so i'm not going to be in the greatest of moods after seeing everybody all lovey-dovey. and if i end up making no money, which is very possible, i'm not going to be pleased at all..... now, if i had plans to do something or go out somewhere after work tomorrow night with my friends, then it would all be good. i wouldn't have a problem. but, since i don't have plans and i'm not a fan of valentines, this is fucking horrible. and it doesn't help when quite a few of my closest friends all have boyfriends and shit. so then here i am, the single one. oh fucking well. maybe i'll get lucky and finally get a good valentines.... i know it sure as hell won't be tomorrow, but maybe eventually i will. hell, i can hope for somebody to make my day for once right?

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