December 30, 2001 - 5:25 pm

why do people lie? why do they say one things nad completely revoke it 2 days later? getting your hopes all up and thinking maybe things will work and then going back and saying no i got time to think baout it too and i changed my mind. WHEN THEY WERE THE FUCKING ONES WHO BROUGHT IT UP IN THJE FIRST DAMN PLACE?!?! i'm sick and tired of having my chain yanked like this.... i hate it! i'm with a vey nice guy, and NO this has nothing to do with him, and i deserve to be happy. so now i have been forced to rethink my entire perspective on life and love in life and what i want. god, a week ago i was set and good to go and now this shit goes down for me.... anybody out there who can offer me any advice?

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