2001-02-28 - 02:53:43

well, denese and i are over and done with now. i don't want it to be, but it is. i miss her, and i know i will love her always....... but life goes on, i move one, and i wil heal. it was a great ride while it lasted, but she needs to be with somebody who can be there for her when she needs it, not over the phone. but i do know that if things don't work for her with her ex, i'm here for her. and until then, i keep the love i have, try and tone it down so i can begin the healing process, then see what can be done to alleviate the lonliness that has set in..... but, life goes on......

i think i have moved on from the swimmer and i know from others in my past. want to start fresh and new, somebody new and exciting. we'll see what happens........ :(

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