2001-02-27 - 23:00:49

welllll, all good things must come to an end. denese and i are stepping back. actually, my decision. she's going through hell with her now complete ex. she loves her, and doesn't know if she can not wake up next to her everyday. but at the same time, what she has with me she doesn't have with her. when she's with her, she thinks of me, not every second, but enough to make a difference. but i can't physically be there for her when she needs somebody there, and her ex can. she doesn;t want to hurt me, but i've had heartbreak before and i'll survive. besides, when i'm healed, and time heals, and i bounce back quite fast, i have peolple i may get in touch with, if all goes well with everything. but i'll get into detail another day.....if all goes well, which it never does. told her to be with her ex, she needs somebody physically there, and i'll be alright. hope she listens, i just want her to be happy.

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