2001-02-25 - 05:08:10

she was at that club, and drunk, but she called....... my baby called me......to tell me she loves me.........misses me.........i am so happy right now....... i wasn't going to be able to sleep very well anyway, as usual, but now i'm not gonna be able to sleep without some kind of tranquilizer!!! i am so happy, and i am glad i didn't freak out and lose her. this is just so amazing and i am so happy and i want her to be here right now, and i don't care about anything at all in the wirld but her being here so i can just see her and say it to her face that i love her. she kinda got weirded out earlier today by that, i wrote her and signed it "luv you".....but she does love me..... and it's not the piss ass falling on your face drunk, but the kind where you just tell the truth about anything you get asked. i am just going on and on, but i'm just soooo, i don't even know what right now. i just miss her, and love her and i don't know what to think at the same time. my head is just like swimming and i don't know how to react, but i'm just soo thrilled at the same time. god, how much can my mood shift overnight??

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