2001-02-24 - 07:57:59

God, this is horrible. I can't sleep, I want to sleep, I need to sleep, i really should sleep. i have work tomorrow, i'm going to be dead all day there now. i know i have this whols issue with the girl from Ohio, and i probably should have ended it when i heard some of the lies, but i can't. God, i'm just wondering where she is in that club she's at, who's she with, kissing/not kissing, what's she doing..... i can't get her voice out of my mind. I just sent her a card telling her all of this.... she just came home......

I'm talking to her now....... She told her g/f (YESSSSSS)!!!! she told her she was going to keep talking to me, and calling and everything, (good good good good). YESSSSSS!!!!!!! she broke it off!!! she said they're going ot take a break and see what happens with me, i can call and not worry about issues now. just for a lil while though, not when she's around, don't wanna rub it in her face or nuthin.

but still.......for me..........it's only a break to see what will come of what already has........but still........nobody has ever done anything like this before.......for me.......

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